Another shameless self advertisement

I really should go and sleep but depression and food always gets the better of me. I keep on wondering why too many people are having it hard right now. Oh no, maybe it's contagious?

I want to bring my self together and I want you to do the same. So from now on, uh... From now on, uhm. Let's just stay positive. But staying positive is hard when the person you want to be positive with is not talking to you. I AM trying, you know. If it's not enough then I'll try harder to do better.

And a little bit of this:
Thank you, family, for being angry at me, and for forgiving me after all that. Thank you for not chucking me out of the house when that is what I expected you to do but so glad you didn't. Thank you for not being angry at the man I love but simply wanting to see him, asking what our next step will be. Thank you for being much more excited than us, who are just scared kids wanting their old, fun life back. We made a mistake and you are more than willing to help us fix it. You, family, understand us more than we thought you would. Thank you. And we really are sorry.